18 May 2015

1.326: Writing Challenge

I know that I have not been consistent in my postings, but I have my reasons—everyone has their reasons—my just happens to be laziness.  Anyways, I am going to try and become a better more consistent writer and to aid in this goal, I am initiating a personal challenge to myself to:  (1) post at least once day for every day this week and (2) to write either 500 words per day or 3500 words total for the week.  Now, I understand that no challenge should be without consequences or rewards, but I have yet to come up with anything as this was really a spur of the moment type of challenge (by the way, I am counting all of these words toward my daily and weekly tally).  Of course, I may or may not come up with something during the course of this week and if I do figure it out, then I will be certain to post it here to serve as some sort of visible benchmark for which I can hold myself accountable.

I suppose the biggest obstacle for me (aside from laziness) is coming up with topics to discuss (though this is more of a one-way lecture rather than an actual discussion because no one visits this site and because I have turned off comments).  Fortunately, I have something from which I can work from—an update that I posted on my Tumblr account recently—and the best part is that it is something familiar to this site (I think I’m going to start referring to this “site” as a “journal” since this is this site’s actual purpose): graphic novel reviews.

Over the past four days, I have had the opportunity to make a small dent to my graphic novels queue by reading the following:  Captain Marvel (2012), Southern Bastards, Batgirl, and Batman.  Let’s get these thoughts out of the way!

Captain Marvel, Volumes 1 and 2 (2012)
I have seen and read a lot about the hype surrounding this series and I finally decided to take the plunge and read it.  First, the artwork takes some serious getting used to because it is far sharper (or perhaps, “jaggier”) and “sloppier” than what I prefer, but as I just alluded to:  one gets used to the style and during the course of reading the two volumes—I accepted it and moved on.  As for the actual story, I did enjoy it though I wish the arc could have finished within Captain Marvel’s own series rather than reaching into the Avengers series.

Southern Bastards, Volume 1
Now, here was something completely unexpected.  This series was recommended to me by a coworker and it did not disappoint (I guess the guy knows what he’s talking about).  I’m not sure if it was the overt bastardization of Southern culture or the grizzled protagonist that allows his big stick do the talking (i.e. – he beats the hell out of a lot of high school football crazed rednecks and gets the hell beat out of him by said stick), but I thoroughly enjoyed this first volume and I cannot wait to see what is coming.

The New 52 Batgirl, Volume 4
It is rather surprising just how much I have come to love the Batgirl character.  Initially, it started with a simple yet modern costume redesign, but that eventually led to actually learning more about the character through her adventures in crime fighting and her journey to regain the confidence that she lost as a result of the events of The Killing Joke.  I enjoyed this volume of the Batgirl series—seeing her cope with the apparent death of her younger brother, James Jr., at her hands as well as dealing with the fact that she is now public enemy number one in the eyes of her father, Commission Jim Gordon just gave more to enjoy about a previously little known about character from a line of books in which I was familiar.  In truth, the Year Zero story arc looks like it was a good one (if they carry on from the final chapter included in this volume) and I look forward to reading it soon.

Now, I did also read the fourth volume of the Batman (non-Detective Comics) series, but I will save my thoughts on that volume for another update later this week. (I can’t go spending all of my writing topics in one post, can I?)

Word Count:  741 (of 3500)

04 May 2015

1.312

Much time has passed since my last post and plenty has happened during the past six-plus weeks.  I cannot remember everything that has occurred, but I am able to share some of the major events.

1. I am back on the job market.  No, I have not left my job at the library, but the work environment has become too toxic for me to want to prolong my stay within this particular system.  At present, I have only one application entered—a library position at my alma mater—but I am more mindful of other opportunities that may become available.

2. I have become addicted to Minecraft.  To be frank, I am still clueless about the game, but I find myself spending countless hours playing.  I initially picked up Minecraft as a joke in regards to a comment I made to one of my coworkers about YouTube gaming channels and how I could (and should) create a channel of my own.

Honestly, my pending escape from my toxic work environment and Minecraft are what my life is at present.  Yes, there have been a few excursions I could discuss, but these outings primarily revolved around comics; which is another post to be written.  Also, the decision to begin drafting a post after 11 PM was a poor decision that has led to this abridged edition of the original post I had in mind.

01 February 2015

1.220

I know that I have been slow with the posts, but I promise that I will continue to work toward posting more regularly.

With the first month of 2015 in the books, I thought I would take this moment to see how my goals for the year are panning out:

Read 52 Books:  One month into 2015 and I have read four books (which can be found in my “Shite Book Review” posts).  So, I guess I am on pace though my reading (like my posting) has slowed significantly over these past two weeks.

Attend Dragon Con and AWA:  I happen to come into a bit of extra cash during Christmas, but in truth, all that has afforded me is the ability to keep pace with what I will need to attend Dragon Con only.  The volunteer renewal forms for AWA were just sent out last week and I am no surer of whether I will be able to attend now then I was at the start of the year.

Be More Active Online:  I believe the first line of this post should be an indicator of where I stand in relations to this goal.  And sadly, I wish I could say that it was only on this site that I am slacking, but my overall social media game (Facebook, Tumblr, and Twitter) is lacking.

As for my minor goals, here is where I stand:

Watch More Soccer:  NOPE.  The first two weekends were good, but these past three weekends—not so much.  I still catch Manchester United matches when I am able, but I neglected the first USMNT friendly of the year and I have been able to get myself to watch any other league aside from the Premier League.

Watch Less Wrestling:  I am actually doing okay with this goal though I did slip last week when I watched some of the Royal Rumble replay on Monday (it was on in place Monday Night Raw, which had been cancelled due to the winter storm in the Northeast). Aside from that minor slip, my only actual interaction with wrestling is CM Punk’s Twitter feed (though he is technically a MMA fighter now) and WWE Diva Paige’s Instagram account (I think she the best looking Diva at present—something about goth-looking girls with pale skin complexion really works for me).

Watch More Anime:  NOPE.  I was good for the first week, but after that week, it was all downhill. To be frank, it doesn’t require much effort to watch anime, but I often find myself sidetracked with YouTube videos.

Reduce Carbonated Drink Intake:  NOPE.  I’m a slave to sugary carbonated drinks and I’m powerless to resist their sweet goodness/badness.

Enter My Coke Rewards Points:  NOPE.

Organize My Schedule to Accommodate Goals:  NOPE.  I tried the first week of the year, but it is so difficult to stick to any set schedule aside from my work schedule.  I know that if I can this goal in order, then a number of my other goals will fall into place too.

Anyway, there is my quick update on the status of my goals for the year.  I may make this monthly post in order to keep myself aware of what’s up.  As for other posts, I have a number of things I want to post about, but I just haven’t been able to put my thoughts down as of now; I’m trying.

26 January 2015

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It is a half-hour past midnight and I AM PISSED!  And what I'm pissed at is the Tech Services department at work and their arrogance and their lack of responsiveness.  Honestly, I knew that I would reach a tipping point sooner rather than later, but I did not expect it to be this soon.  First, they removed my friend from his post and replaced him with another friend of mine as if to create some schism between the two. Fortunately, my displaced friend can roll with the punches much better than I can and their friendship remains intact (on the surface).  Second, is the manner in which they continue to deny my simple request of adding the new centralized Staff Council Gmail address into our global address book that would allow for simple access to users wishing to contact their representatives.  Third, is an extension of my second issue in that someone apparently did attempt to contact Staff Council, but rather than their message coming to our centralized Gmail account--it went into some group conversation that can only be seen by accessing one's e-mail account through a web browser.  Honestly, the aggravation that they have caused me over the past month is greater than at any point of my time in the system and I am PISSED!

I also hear that they are in the process of further making our work in Circulation more difficult by forcing us to not only log into Evergreen, but into our workstations so that they can track our activity...yeah, excuse me?  But, how does this actually improve the patron experience?  It doesn't, but I would like to hear them attempt to explain how it does because the monitoring of staff computer usage serves no other purpose than to create hostile workplace environment in which staffers become overly paranoid that a slip up could create some sort of issue pertaining to their job security.  Quite frankly, all of this is serving no other purpose than to rile me up and in truth, I'm more than game at this point.  Initially, when all of this came about, I kept my head down attempted to plant the seeds of rebellion quietly, but now; they've lit a fire under my ass and where I originally thought I should just leave this damned system--I must now save it for those that I consider my peers.  The first step is to gather intelligence--I'll lay low, but I'll be subverting them at every opportunity.  The game is afoot!

20 January 2015

1.208: #Controversial 3

This might be controversial, but I believe that Manchester United goalkeeper David De Gea is the second best goalkeeper in the world behind Manuel Neuer.  Forget Iker Casilla, who is past his prime, and Thibaut Courtois, who, despite having John Terry immediately in front of him, is protected by a superb defensive backline, David De Gea is the second best keeper in the world and will be the best keeper in the world much sooner rather than later.  And because this is the case, Manchester United must make every effort to keep him at Old Trafford and out of the clutches of Real Madrid.

Over the past couple of months, there have been rumors being passed about how Manchester United would gladly exchange De Gea and a sizeable amount of cash (£50 million) for Gareth Bale and all I can think is WHY?!  Look, I realize that Bale is a world class talent with ridiculous pace and skill, but De Gea has proven himself time and time again as the savior of the Red Devils with countless saves despite having a porous and unproven backline ahead of him.  In my opinion, speedy wingers come and go, but top-class goalkeepers are few and far in between much less goalkeepers that have carried the weight of a club the size of Manchester United for extended periods of time.

Plus, do Manchester United really need Gareth Bale?  And are Real Madrid actually going to send off a player that they just shattered transfer fee records for just two seasons ago?  It is clear that Manchester United has needs, but it is even clearer that Bale is not one of them.

18 January 2015

1.206: Shite Book Review #4

All New X-Men, Volume 2: Here to Stay
Brian Michael Bendis | David Marquez | Stuart Immonen
To be frank, I have enjoyed this particular iteration of the X-Men franchise.  The idea of two (actually, three) X-Men squads, one from the past (the “original” X-Men) and two from the “current” timeline (one led by Storm, Shadowcat and Wolverine, the other by Cyclops, Emma Frost and Magneto), is intriguing and somewhat confusion—I am reading the All-New series, but I have yet to read any of the Uncanny series.  Anyway, in this particular volume, Marvel Girl (or Jean Gray) and the rest of the originals find themselves still coping with their new existence in a world in which the leader of the “rogue” mutant cause is Cyclops and Professor Charles Xavier is dead; killed at the hands of Cyclops.  Anyway, as I read through the book, I’m reminded of a few things as well as learn a couple of new things like: (1) Cyclops, current and original, is still an annoying, arrogant and self-righteous prick, (2) Kitty Pryde is pretty awesome and (3) Jean Gray, despite her angst, is a powerful heroine.  I’ve never really read an “X” book, but I’m thoroughly enjoying this series (as I have already stated) and I’m interested in seeing where this leads.

Goodreads Rating:  4 Stars

13 January 2015

1.201

In my place of employment, loyalty is not rewarded—it is exploited.

In my place of employment, common sense is not heeded—it is subverted.

In my place of employment, I have become disillusioned with the blatant bullsh-t that is shoveled down our throats on a daily basis.

I work in a library where our director refuses to “play ball” with our county commissioners, our administration are conniving individuals that carry personal agendas, and our employees are screwed over routinely.

There was a time when I felt that this could be my career and it still may be my carry, but I know that it cannot be here.  It cannot be here until things change and things are not going to change until every collapses in upon itself.

In my short time at the library, I have made some close companions and now, those companions find themselves in the midst of one of the system’s “brilliant” reorganization plans.

Now, to better understand the situation, one must know what has happened within the course of the previous half-year (actually, past seven months).  In May of 2014, the system hired a new Information Technology (IT) director and during his brief tenure, this director found himself at odds with his department staff and attempted to force change by creating a toxic environment in which he mistreated his staff in a number of ways.  But, of all his methods, the one with the longest lasting effect would be the introduction of his interns:  one was a brash and loud woman with a poor social skills (she would be paired with the department’s longest tenured staffer—my companion), another was a stuttering, mentally-impaired individual that was more a charity case than an actual intern (he was paired with the department staffer with which this director had the most issues with), and the final intern was the most competent of the trio (which is not saying much as the other two were quite incompetent) and he was paired with the director.

Anyway, fast forward a few months—let’s say four—to September of 2014 when the incompetent IT director, after a number of miscues and mistakes, is terminated, but prior to his departure; the ignorant bastard decides he should write up my companion THREE times.  Of course, one should give little credence to the actions of a vengeful, vindictive and terminated individual—at least, common sense would dictate that response (but bear in mind my second statement and we will return to this point later).

After the termination of the previous IT director, the three interns were left in limbo:  the female intern was rather sporadic to begin with so her eventual phasing out was easy and non-eventful, the stuttering intern served out the remainder of his “internship” being passed around various individuals within the library to aid in the completion of menial tasks, and the third intern was handed a contract to continue working for the library in a limited basis (one may ask “huh?”, but the department was in the middle of a major network transfer and the department was even more understaffed than usual).

Eventually, the position of IT Director is once again posted and the hiring process begins anew.  During this hiring cycle, it is stated that the system would be much more methodical in its approach and would slow down the hiring process to avoid a repeat of the previous incident.  Also, during this period, the process of transitioning the system onto a new ISP network as well as the installation of a new e-mail service provider were completed under the direction of the “intern” (which was a clear omen of things to come).  Anyway, four individuals threw their names into the ring—three received interviews.  Of the three interviews, one was a black male that I knew or learned nothing about, another was a former employee of PINES and was involved in the implementation of the Evergreen system (this was the one that our previous IT Director—twice removed—recommended), and the third was the “intern”.

Now, I know that I have said this before in previous updates, but I cannot repeat it enough:  common sense would dictate that one does not hire the individual brought into the system by the individual that your system just fired.  There are too many volatile elements in taking such actions, but again, remember the second statement I made in this update.  So, despite statements that they would be more cautious and pragmatic in their hiring approach, the system handed the position to the devil that they knew best they could pay less.  Here’s the thing about the position:  it was advertised with a pay range of $30,000 - $70,000.  Now, I know that $70,000 isn’t much for an IT position, but I would think that it would still be enough to pique the interest of the candidate that helped designed the single most important piece of software in the system (the administration claimed that the candidate’s requested pay rate was too high).  So, because the system, which I am well aware of their financial woes, was too cheap to offer a decent pay rate for a position in a highly competitive field, they hired the intern with no library experience and no graduate-level college degree a position that will at the minimum pay him $10,000+ more than me.

But, this is not about me, this is about my companion who learned this week that he was being transferred into another department and would be receiving a pay rate decrease because the system no longer felt he warranted his pay rate because he spent much of his shift working courier, a position that pays the minimum rate the system pays.  Of course, he was only running courier because (1) the system never hired an individual to replace the courier that left in the summer and (2) they asked him to work that position knowing that his loyalties would not permit him to say no.  Now, the system line for explaining this decision was that it was based on the system’s ever-tightening budget and that reducing his pay would help alleviate the some of the strain, but how does that explain the fact that the person replacing him in IT—my other companion who worked in Reference—will receive a pay increase?  Anyway, that is the system’s official line, but the “unofficial line” revolves around my companion’s inability to learn new skills and fulfill his job responsibilities, which (and the irony is clearly lost on the administration) is the result of the fact that he is filling in for a position that was never replaced or will ever be replaced.  To which I shout:  BULLSH-T!  All of this is suddenly going down as the result of a series of actions that occurred nearly four months ago and has only now been given the legs to go forward.  The system’s new IT director just suddenly realized that my companion was not capable of able to fulfill his responsibilities in IT, really?  And yet, according to my supervisor (via the administration’s “unofficial” line), this is an issue that has been festering since prior to the hiring of incompetent bloke that was hired seven months ago and subsequently terminated four months ago.

I find the logic behind this statement to be rather befuddling because if the issue was primarily my companion’s inability to quickly adapt and learn new job responsibilities, then would it not stand to reason that the most logical response would be to remove his non-job related responsibilities and permit him the opportunity to actually try and learn.  Does this not speak more to the inability of his supervisor rather than him that the supervisor is unable to learn how to work with his limited resources?  Quite frankly, I am running around in circles and banging my head up against a brick wall trying to contemplate why such incompetence is not only permitted but promoted.  And this does not even go into the whole issue of my Reference companion deciding to throw loyalty aside and going along with these actions.

After I learned of this news, I had a long and drawn out “think session” and I came to the conclusion that regardless of how ridiculously naïve it may be to others, I would never screw over someone I considered to be a friend and while friends will come and friends will go; my conscious and loyalty will always remain with me.

12 January 2015

1.200: Shite Book Review #3

Now that I have gotten my days corrected.
Batman: The Killing Joke (The Deluxe Edition)
Alan Moore, Brian Bolland
I’m beginning to think that the writing of Alan Moore and I are simply not meant to coexist because (1) I did not care much for Watchmen and (2) I found The Killing Joke to be rather lacking.  Perhaps, the latter could be contributed to the book’s reputation as the definitive Batman/Joker story or the greatest Batman story, period.  Personally, I’m fond of Frank Miller’s The Dark Knight Returns, but that is another subject all its own.  Look, I understand The Killing Joke’s significance in the Batman mythology, but in my opinion; the story fell short and its ending was less than enjoyable for a person that loathes such blatant ambiguity at the conclusion of stories.  In my opinion, utilizing such an abrupt and vague ending signifies to me that the writer was either too lazy or simply could not be bothered to create a conclusion.

Of course, not all was bad—I did enjoy the “origin” story of the Joker and the artwork was appealing and I finally read the infamous tale that ended Barbara Gordon’s “pre-New 52” tenure as Batgirl and started her character on the path toward Oracle.  But, it is my opinion that The Killing Joke was crushed under the weight of its own hype.  Perhaps, had I read this at an earlier date, I may have actually enjoyed it but we will never know.

Goodreads Rating:  2 Stars (Out of 5 Stars)

11 January 2015

1.199: #Controversial 2

This might be controversial, but the police officers that continue to protest and revolt against New York City Mayor Bill de Blasio should be fired for insubordination and failure to perform their duties.  I read an interesting article recently (linked below) that basically stated that the actions of the protesting members of the NYPD serve as a direct threat to democracy and as yet another example of how law enforcement officers seek the same level of respect afforded to members of the armed services without any of the responsibilities and duties that come with the position.  The article speaks to how law enforcement and their supporters continually fail to understand the rationale of many of the protests that have occurred throughout the country; the rationale that protestors are not against the police, but are against an unfair justice system that permits law enforcement officials to demand adherence to demands and authorities that they themselves fail to adhere to.

In the article, the writer makes an interesting parallel between military and police in that despite personal feelings of disagreement between the individual serviceman and his Commander-in-Chief; one would never see such a blatant act of protest during the course of an official military-related event much less a funeral.  And if one did see such an act, then one could be assured that such actions would never be publicly condoned by any of the protestors’ superiors.  The fact that law enforcement officials continue to view themselves above the very laws they are sworn to uphold is absurd and the belief of their supporters that their actions are always just in spite of evidence to the contrary is borderline delusional.

Look, I am law abiding citizen with a immense amount of respect for the law, but strict adherence to the commands of overzealous law enforcement authorities simply because they wear a badge is just wrong.  I am American and as such, I am afforded certain rights that have been afforded to me by the state and simply because an police officer may feel threatened or may hold preconceived prejudices about me or minorities in general (I am an Asian-American) does not mean my rights get trampled upon and I get shot and they get off because the prosecutor does not have the gall to pursue justice or my character is assassinated by others (i.e. – the media).  And yes, I realize (1) Asian Americans do not stand at the same level of other minority groups because of certain preconceived perceptions and (2) I have sort of trailed away into a wholly different topic.

Anyways, here is the link to the article I’ve been referring to:  http://thefederalist.com/2014/12/31/the-nypds-revolt-is-a-direct-threat-to-democracy/.  It should be noted that this particular article is rather striking in the fact that it is written by an individual that I would normally have no desire to be linked to due to our normally opposing political viewpoints, but it is an interesting that despite political difference some injustices are beyond partisan lines.

06 January 2015

1.194

Today was the first day of my “leisure calendar” experiment and it went good.  I was able to follow the schedule without any major issues and because I was able to follow the schedule, I was able to watch an anime that has been sitting in my queue for some time, Kuroko’s Basketball, and I was able to catch up with Agents of S.H.I.E.L.D. before the series premiere of Agent Carter tomorrow evening.  Perhaps, the only problem with the calendar is that I left no one for YouTube videos or iPhone games.  Of course, this is only the first day of this experiment to incorporate as many of my leisurely pleasures into my daily routine; tomorrow is a completely different story.

At work, nothing of any significance occurred, which is good.  There is still some tension between myself and my problematic coworker, but I’m a professional and I can separate personal tensions from professional relations (sometimes).  In truth, today was the sort of day one hopes for at the library—no complaining patrons (aside from the over-dramatic patron that wanted to fax something), no calls to emergency services, and no other coworkers crossing me in a negative matter.  I can only hope that this trend continues for the remainder of the work week though I doubt it because it will only be our full-time staffers tomorrow.

Anyway, I know that this seems a bit off pace from the usual offerings of late, but we simply have to remember that at the end of the day; this site is merely a personal journal.

05 January 2015

1.193: Shite Book Reviews #2

Daredevil, Volume 4
Mark Waid, Chris Samnee, Michael Allred
Some time had elapsed between the readings of Volumes 3 and 4, but I had enough of a recollection of the previous volume to understand the happenings of this volume.  To be frank, it is often difficult to follow up an adventure involving Dr. Doom and the Avengers with a story involving a “C-List” villain (as described by Daredevil) and the falling out of his friendship with longtime friend and partner, Foggy Nelson.  Perhaps, this is a critical turning point for a major change in the Daredevil story, but it didn’t quite strike me as being as important as it may or may not be.

In truth, I did manage to learn a few more things about a character that, for the most part, I knew little about aside from his guest appearances in the Spider-man animated series of the 90s and the terrible feature-length film starring Ben Affleck.  And that right there was enough for this volume to garner an additional star in my rating of the book.  Hopefully, the book picks up the pace in the next couple of volumes because I have enjoyed most of this run by Mark Waid.

Goodreads Rating:  3 Stars (Out of 5 Stars)

04 January 2015

1.192: #Controversial 1

Originally, I wanted to call this new feature, “This Might Be Controversial…”, but it was a bit too long for the side bar so I decided to go with #Controversial because the “in” thing to do with most anything is to hashtag it.

Anyway, the idea is that I write about a controversial topic of my choosing and well, that’s it.  It may be uninformed and may cause the loss of brain cells, but I’m going to speak (or more accurately, write) from the gut and leave it out there for me to regret later.

In case you were wondering, this idea came about a few months back as I was listening to a program on NPR.  In the program, an individual was telling a story about a writing course she taught and how in order to promote discourse the class created a game in which a student would state the phrase “This might be controversial but…” and then proceed to discuss a possibly unpopular opinion.

I thought it was a cool idea and here I am today with the first installment of #Controversial.

This might be controversial, but I believe that guns do kill people and they kill whole shitload of them.  Should people be permitted to possess firearms?  Sure, if they are planning to go into the wood and use that gun to bring home food.  But, if their intention for the firearm is “protection”, then my response is no.  A gun has no other use than to kill and unless you are planning kill for the sake of feasting upon the flesh of a lesser beast, then you should not have a gun.  Guns kill--they make it easier to kill and they make it easier to get killed.  But, the reality is that guns are readily available and already in the possessions of millions of individuals throughout this country and nothing will change that fact.  What can change is the ease with which individuals can ascertain a firearm.  It should be incredibly difficult to purchase an instrument of death and yet, it is not.  On any day in America, I could step into a gun shop and purchase a firearm and ammunition and all that would be expected of me is the completion of some menial paperwork and brief screening period in order to assure that I am not a convict.  Or, if I am a convict, I could attend one of the many fine firearms trade shows that take place in my area and purchase a firearm from one of the many purveyors of death without the screening.  It is these sorts of loopholes that make our current gun control legislation next to useless.

Now, one would think with the multiple instances of mass gun-related deaths on our school campuses and in the workplace would serve as a wake up call to take action to limit access to these devices of death, but that is not the case thanks to terroristic organizations like the National Rifle Association that believe owning a fucking gun is more important than the lives of innocent children.  The same organization that parades around with a logo similar to the seals of our armed services as though they were some sort of civilian militia.  This organization who frightens lawmakers with threats of smear campaigns aimed toward removing them from office if they choose to go against their whims.  This organization that uses illogical, straw man arguments to confuse and mislead average citizens into valuing a couple of chunks of metal that serve no other purpose than to cause grave harm.  It is because of disgusting organizations like the NRA that we continue to hear countless stories of needless, easy death because they can spin a good tale about how for some messed up reasoning we are entitled to guns.

Owning a gun is not a right, but being able to live freely without fear that some overzealous idiot with a short-temper or one too many drinks will shoot me to death is one. Sadly, they have convinced lawmakers and many civilians otherwise and for what reason at this point other than stroke their egos knowing that in this regard they control the discourse.  Sure, there are many ways to die and be killed, but guns make it much easier to do it and thus guns kill people.

03 January 2015

1.191: More Goals for 2015

After I posted my update concerning my goals for 2015, I found myself coming up with a number of other “smaller” goals that I wouldn’t mean accomplishing this year.  Of course, none of these are of any major significance and most are rather unquantifiable, but they’re goals to strive for in 2015.

Watch More Soccer
Last year, I know my soccer viewing diminished significantly.  I watched as much of the World Cup as I could, but not much else.  I couldn’t afford a MLS Live subscription so I was unable to watch many Sporting Kansas City matches and I often found myself watching little more than Manchester United fixtures at the club level. But, this year, I want to watch more matches and diversify my league and competition viewing.  I don’t want to be an expert, but I at least want to know what the people on my Twitter feed are discussing.

Watch Less Professional Wrestling Sports Entertainment
And by less, I mean far less—I’m thinking about no sports entertainment at all.  Look, I still have a soft spot in my heart for muscle-bound men in tights throwing fake punches at one another and scantily-clad women shoving their derrieres in one another’s faces, but I’m tired of seeing the same thing over and over and over again.  Truthfully, the final straw came on the last WWE Raw of 2014 when John Cena reinstated “The Authority”.  Honestly, I’m tired of Triple H, I’m sick of Stephanie McMahon, and I’m wary of this constant carousel of performers from when I was in high school. Anyways, I’m going to take a year away from sports entertainment and hope that come 2016, things will be different though I doubt it.

Watch More Anime
On my Twitter profile, I include the phrase “anime otaku” in my description, but I honestly have not watched an anime since (probably) before Anime Weekend Atlanta.  I need to get back in the mix, catch up with my queue and see what’s new in Japanese animation.

Reduce Carbonated Drink Intake
To be honest, I know that I’m going to fail hard at this because just today I have had one can of Coke Zero, one small Strawberry Fanta and about to polish off a bottle of Coke Zero.  I’ll be frank and say that I may never drop soda from the list of items I ingest, but I could should make an effort to reduce how much I ingest.  Perhaps, a single can a day or maybe one bottle (16.9 fl. oz.) a day?

Enter All of My Coke Rewards Codes
I have got Coke bottle caps everywhere and at some point, I just need to either enter them for points or throw them away because they are just taking up space.  My Coke Rewards (MCR) permits only 100 points per week (or 33 bottle cap codes), but I’m certain that I don’t have over 1700 bottle caps lying around or do I?  Anyway, if I enter the max each week, then I could come away with 5200 MCR points and earn another “free” trip to Six Flags.  But, more importantly to me and my mother, they’ll finally be out of our way.

Organize My Schedule to Accommodate Goals
If I want to be successful, then I need to organize my schedule and put in my day planner designated times for all of my desired activities. I like to organize—it is sticking to my plan that’s the problem.

Anyway, I’m certain that this is it for goals for the brand new year.  Hopefully, I will be able to achieve most of them and, perhaps, my quality of life will improve because of them (though I’m sure my health my deteriorate with all of the inactive anime and soccer viewing).

02 January 2015

1.190: Shite Book Reviews #1


March, Book One
John Lewis, Andrew Aydin, Nate Powell

It took some time for me to finish this book, but not because of its size (it’s quite short) or because the subject matter was uninteresting (far from it).  Rather, it took time because (1) life happens and (2) I’m a procrastinator.  Anyway, March is a biographical graphic novel about the life of Civil Rights icon Congressman John Lewis.  For those of unfamiliar with Congressman Lewis, he is the last remaining person to give an address at the famed March on Washington in 1963, but there is much more to Congressman Lewis aside from that distinguished distinction.  Even now, Congressman Lewis remains a prominent figure in the ongoing struggle for racial equality in America and his words are genuinely heralded as he was an individual that prominently participated in the Civil Right Movement of the 1960s alongside Dr. Martin Luther King, Jr.

But, this is not a poorly written biography of a great man instead it is a poorly written review of the biographical graphic novel he authored alongside two other respectable individuals.  The book takes place on January 20, 2009, the date of the Inauguration of President Barack Hussein Obama—America’s first black president, and it reads as though the congressman is sharing his life’s story with two visiting children.  In his recollection, he shares with the children the hardships of his childhood and struggles he faced in simply gaining an education in poor, rural Alabama.  He shares his dreams of being a preacher and his motivations for becoming involved in the movement for social justice.  And in truth, his story is a remarkable story—one that should be read, especially, with the upcoming 50th Anniversary of the Selma march and the recent release of the film, Selma.

Perhaps, my only issue with the book is with its visual aesthetics (petty, I know), but it was not visually appealing and sometimes it was just too cluttered and messy.  I know my own tastes and the artwork did not fall within them, but it is not so much a distraction that I was unable to enjoy the story being told; it simply meant that I would not be able to give it a perfect five-star rating on Goodreads.

By the way, in case you were wondering, since the majority of the books I read are from the library meaning I can’t ask the question of whether or not it was worth the price of purchase; I will be rating books in this series with the ratings I give the books on Goodreads.

Goodreads Rating:  4 Stars (Out of 5)

01 January 2015

1.189: Goals for 2015

It was only a matter of time before I finally sat down and drafted a list of goals for the New Year.  Last year, I attempted some rather ambitious goals (and nearly all failed).  This year, I’m going to keep my goals short, specific and reasonable—no vague or unrealistic goals this year.  Anyways, let’s get started:

Goal #1:  Read 52 Books
Last year, I set a goal of 24 books and I demolished that figure by rediscovering my love for graphic novels and including audio books.  And yes, those mediums count because graphic novels are books and when your commute takes nearly an hour both ways; audio books are a fantastic way to past the time.  Anyways, I’m aiming for a book a week and I’m still going to include graphic novels and audio books so bite me!

Goal #2:  Attend Dragon Con AND AWA
As I mentioned in my previous update, Dragon Con is set.  Anime Weekend Atlanta (AWA) is not.  Dragon Con is a wonderful event that I’ll get to share with some of my close companions, but it is also extremely expensive and with both conventions held within a month of one another; I know that it is going to be incredibly difficult on my budget.  AWA has become such a significant part of my life and since I began volunteering at the event two conventions ago, I feel as though there is still much more to give.  AWA is my event, my escape and my solace and to think that after so many years of attending and/or helping out that I may not be able to attend makes me sad.  So, I am going to try my best to make it to both events and that means saving money and tightening my budget even further than before.  It won’t be easy, but it is possible and this is something I really want.

Goal #3:  Be More Active Online
No, I don’t mean over-sharing on social media, but I do mean posting regularly (if not daily) on here, on my Tumblr, on Twitter, on Instagram and maybe, even on Facebook though I am not really interested in sharing my life with the people on there.  Not every post has to be poignant social commentary, but it needs to be meaningful to me regardless of how unintelligible and incoherent it may read.  Like I said before, I’m hoping to introduce some regular “columns” on J+30 and I’m still working on understanding Tumblr, but I hope this will motivate me to be more active in my ongoing battle to stave off oblivion.

Anyways, that’s it!  No resolutions about weight loss though I could stand to lose some, no goals about getting out of debt because that is not happening within a year and I am more likely to go further into it before I get out of it, and no promises about being a better person; I just want to be me—whatever that is—and I don’t want to be some fake individual that tries to get on with people that I know I could never get along with.  My life is my own and I’m the only that’s going to take care of it and as long as I do my best to take care of me; the rest should fall in line.  So, here’s to 2015 and whatever it brings my way and to anyone that actually reads this:  DFTBA.

31 December 2014

1.88B: Something Positive

I suppose I could have ended 2014 in a somber manner, but even I couldn’t deny that there were some positive moments amidst the negativity expressed within my previous update.

For starters, I became close acquaintance with a couple of coworkers.  We frequently have dinner, watch movies and plan trips together.  In September of 2015, we are going to be going to Dragon Con for the entire weekend and we are actually staying at one of the host hotels—that’s crazy cool.

Speaking of movies, I had the opportunity to go see a number of really incredible and some not so incredible films this past year.  I’m not sure how to explain it, but there is just something special about watching a movie in a theater that I really enjoy.

I also, thanks to the aforementioned acquaintances from above, was able to really get into comic books (or more accurately, graphic novels).  Aside from going to Dragon Con, my acquaintances and I went to two Atlanta Comic Conventions where I had an opportunity to purchase some cool graphic novels at great prices.  Along with the conventions, we made trips to comic shops and they gave me the motivation to go ahead make a commitment to be more engaged in the comic community.

Also, in 2014, I found myself in position longer than any other position I have ever held.  Two-plus years in the library and despite the individuals I referenced in my previous update, I truly enjoy the actual job.  I can almost certainly say that I can see myself as a librarian for the foreseeable future.  As for whether or not, I plan on going back to school to earn a MLS degree—it is still up in the air.

Anyway, 2014 has had a number of ups and downs. I first give you the downs and now, the ups—all I can do now is wait to see what the upcoming year has in store for me.  It seems truly cliché and a bit overplayed, but see you next year and (I have forgotten this for some time) DFTBA.

1.188: Lessons from 2014

In a matter of a few hours, 2014 will end and 2015 will begin and with the close of every year, I thought I would take some time to discuss some of the lessons I have learned from the past year.

Lesson #1:
I don’t have to like you personally in order for me to work with you, but if you prove to be a burden on me or your other coworkers; then I will truly resent you.  For the better part of the latter part of the year, I have found myself growing increasingly frustrated by a growing number of my coworkers and while I still enjoy my job; I’m slowly growing out of like with many of my peers.  From blatant laziness to outright subversion, I’m learning that the number of coworkers I can trust are far fewer than the ones I mistrust.  Perhaps, it is my own fault that I have lowered my guard around these individuals, but at the same time; I am trying my hardest to get on with my peers.  In truth, I believe in the year ahead, I am going to have to reexamine my workplace relationships and adjust my handling of certain coworkers.  I realize that this sounds horrid, but if I am to advance my own goals; I am going to have to stay ahead of the game.

Lesson #2
Always manage one’s expectations because more often than not, managed expectations will lead to pleasant surprises when one’s expectations are met or exceeded.  The finest example of this lesson from the past year would be the Carolina Panthers.  Going into the season many experts picked the defending NFC South Division Champions to finish third in the division behind Atlanta and New Orleans and look at what happened:  the Panthers repeated as division winners with a 7-8-1 (they didn’t even have a winning record!)  The same could be said of Manchester United.  Sure, there were some hardcore supporters that always select the Red Devils to win the Premier League, but given the results of the previous campaign and the changing of the guard (yet again) at the managerial position and one could easily say that they would need at least one campaign if not two to gather their footing and return to the form that supporters are accustomed to seeing.  But, look at the Red Devils:  they sit in third place and are favorites to return to the UEFA Champions League during the next campaign.  All of these things were a pleasant surprise because I managed my expectations and kept them reasonable in my opinion.

Lesson #3
I’m going to be lonely for the remainder of my life and I will die alone.  In truth, everyone dies alone—you may die at approximately the same time, but the end result is that you pass on from this life alone and you return to stars alone or from a psychological standpoint (is it psychological?); you’re no longer conscious of whether or not you’re alone.  Anyway, that’s not the point I was getting at in this lesson.  Basically, I’m going to be a single male for the rest of my life.  I’m 31 years old and to date I have been in no meaningful relationships and the only physical relationship I’ve been a party to was just physical.  For anyone that has read a decent number of my updates, you would know that for some time now I had been smitten with a coworker, Emily, and despite my many vague and veiled attempts to gauge her thoughts on me; I have come to the conclusion that my adoration for her is unrequited.  In truth, at one point, she was becoming such a distraction that in for me to move on; I needed to loathe her and that may still be the way to go about it.  I can’t deny that I still hold on to my unrequited feelings, but I slowly accepting that I need to let it go by any means necessary.  Now, this isn’t to say that Emily was the only person for me—I’m most certain she isn’t—but I’m just not interested in playing this game though I was never really an active participant.  I’ve been hurt on a number of occasions and truthfully, I hate feeling shitty about myself unless I’m the one inflicted the anguish.

Anyway, those are the lessons I have learned from the past year.  If they sound depressing, it is because they are depressing.  I’m not always a miserable individual, but it does seem as though a significant segment of my life is mired in some sort of negativity.  But, on a more positive note, I do persevere and continue to exist.  Perhaps, things will change in the New Year, but given my track record; I wouldn’t count on it.

30 December 2014

1.187: Shite Movie Review #9

The Imitation Game
For months, I had been anticipating the wide theatrical release of The Imitation Game in America and this past weekend I finally had my opportunity to see the film; here are my thoughts:

To be frank, a biographical film about an English mathematician would not sound like riveting cinema, but when the mathematician being present is (1) commonly regarded as the father of computers and (2) largely responsible for decoding the German Enigma machine, at the time, an encryption device thought impossible to crack, thus aiding Allied forces conclude the Second World War an estimated two-years early (and in the process, possibly saving 14 million lives); it sort of piques one’s interest—at least, it piqued my interest.  Also, the fact that the mathematician, Alan Turing, would be portrayed by Benedict Cumberbatch and in my opinion, you have the potential for a fantastic movie.

Speaking of Mr. Cumberbatch, his portrayal of Alan Turing was superb, but it could be said that Mr. Cumberbatch is experienced in portraying socially-awkward geniuses.  His performance was such that I was able to not only endure particularly “embarrassing” scenes, but I was able to enjoy them and I found myself relating to Turing’s social ineptitude.  Perhaps, I am speaking of Mr. Cumberbatch with a biased perspective, but I am only biased because he continues to provide remarkable performances.

Now, the intriguing plot and the superb performance of the lead should be more enough for me to say:  “Yes, this film is entirely worth the price of admission,” but the film’s underlying message of sexual equality—Turing was gay and despite his efforts during the war (much of which remained classified long after his passing), he was charged and found guilty of indecency and his punishment was chemical castration, which ultimately led to him taking his own life at the age of 41—was yet another positive in the movie’s direction.  Truthfully, this same message may serve to deter certain right-wing religious zealots from seeing this movie and that is a shame because Turing’s story is one that should be known.

Anyway, as I alluded to previously, this film is certainly worth the price of admission and if you have an opportunity to see this fantastic depiction of the life of a man that has so immensely affected our world, then please go and see it.


29 December 2014

1.186: Shite Movie Review #8

Top Five
Of all of the movies I have seen during this recent spell of movie outings, Top Five was above and beyond my favorite viewing experience.  Admittedly, the plot was rather predictable, but Top Five was more about the journey rather than the destination and the journey was both humorous and touching.  But, it must be said that one should have some grasp on hip-hop culture in order to truly understand the touching moments and to enjoy many of the humorous moments.  In other words, Top Five may not appeal to certain segments of our society that view the hip-hop culture in a negative matter or black culture in general, which is disheartening because I found Top Five to be so enjoyable.

Anyways, there are number of fantastic cameos from a number of established and upcoming stand-up comedians and to be frank; this was probably the funniest Adam Sandler has been in some time.  Honestly, I shouldn’t have to say it, but yes, Top Five was worth the price of admission and if you are looking for a good laugh during the holiday season and don’t mind some raunchiness (because there are a couple sequences that involve nudity), then I would highly recommend Top Five.


28 December 2014

1.185: Shite Movie Review #7

The Hobbit:  The Battle of the Five Armies

At long last, the saga of Middle-Earth draws to a close (or at least until Peter Jackson ascertains the film rights to The Silmarillion), but was the final third of The Hobbit trilogy worth the price of admission?  To be frank:  No.  Now, I will say that if you have already invested the time and money in seeing the first two Hobbit movies, then yes, go and finish the trilogy because that sort of investment should not be wasted.  If you have not seen the first two movies, then I would recommend waiting until its DVD / Blu-Ray release and when you have a day; marathon the films (if you feel inclined to watch the series).

In truth, I could have done without The Hobbit trilogy because (1) it should not have been a trilogy and (2) there was no need for a prequel.  Certainly, there was plenty of splendid scenery to behold and a few fun battle sequences, but it was not enough to warrant splitting the shortest book of the Middle-Earth saga into three parts.  Personally, I enjoyed the Lord of the Rings series and was excited when it was reported that Jackson would be returning to Middle-Earth for The Hobbit, but now; I wish Jackson would have simply left it at The Return of the King.


27 December 2014

1.184: Shite Movie Review #6

Birdman or (The Unexpected Virtue of Ignorance)

The hype was real—seven Golden Globe nominations (including Best Picture, Musical or Comedy), four Screen Actors Guild Awards nomination (including Best Ensemble), etc.—and the hype was met.  From the matter in which the movie was filmed to the incredible drum score, Birdman was definitely deserving of the accolades and plaudits it has received and I would highly recommend seeing the movie unless artistic, critically-acclaimed movies are not your cup of tea.

A lot can be said or has already been said about the parallel between Michael Keaton’s actual career and the career of the character he portrays in Birdman, but attempting to make such a comparison goes far and beyond the realm of a shite movie reviewer like me.  What I will say is that I enjoyed the performances of Keaton, Edward Norton, Emma Stone and Zach Galifianakis and I was intrigued by the ambiguity of whether or not Keaton’s character actually possessed “powers” or if these moments were merely a manifestation of his deteriorating mental state.

Personally, I would like to believe in the former, but it is most likely the latter—either way works.  As for whether the film was worth the price of admission—$8 for a matinee screening—the answer is a definite affirmative. In fact, I would have willingly paid full adult admission for an evening screening of Birdman.


26 December 2014

1.183: Shite Movie Review #5

The Hunger Games:  Mockingjay - Part I

In truth, I had much more to say this review of Mockingjay – Part I, but the more I thought about it; the more I came to realize that I simply did not like it.  Sure, there were some high points that provide a glimmer of hope for the second part, but my preconceived notions developed from reading The Hunger Games trilogy were too much to be ignored.  If you saw the first two films, then I will say this of Mockingjay – Part I:  it was better than its predecessors, but it still does not mean you should invest the money to see it in a theater, especially, when there are far better options.  Wait for this to be released on DVD or, better yet, Netflix and then hope that part two carries on the positive wave of part one.  Was Mockingjay – Part I worth the price of admission?  No.


14 December 2014

1.171

To be frank, I'm not pleased with the direction this site has taken.  Some of the issues I have with this site are:

It lacks a formal format.  (Example:  When I post from my smartphone, none of the posts are justified.)
It's no longer aesthetically pleasing.
It is inconsistent in describing itself. (Example:  Is it a site or a blog? Is it a post or an update? And so forth)
I'm not posting consistently.
The titles for posts (or updates) are not uniformed. (Example: Long format or short format? Subtitle or no subtitle?)
Honestly, it feels as though I'm straying from a path while at the same time; not even knowing what that path is.

I want to make this a pleasant experience for not just visitors, but primarily for myself, so that I will be encouraged to continue forward.

All I ever do nowadays is whine and complain and while it is a fair reflection of my actual demeanor; I still don't like it.

Anyway, I need to work on finding a way to salvage this while at the same time maintaining simple routine of publishing (or posting) updates (or posts).

04 December 2014

1.161: The ranting continues

I'm not sure why but I'm in a particularly vocal (or as vocal as drafting an update permits) mood this evening and I have a few more things I would like to get off my chest before I call it a night.

1) People can call me a control freak, a dictator, or just plain stubborn and they would be correct.  I hate being out of control and I despise being held hostage to the whims of others, but there is an explanation for my controlling nature:  I want shit done and I want it done right.

Here's the issue: one of my coworkers is an indolent imbecile that is nothing but a hindrance to others around her.  The shear levels of laziness exhibited by this individual is on another level and yet, she fails to realize this fact herself.

Seriously, on a recent employee evaluation, she was dumped upon with multiple examples of her obvious and blatant laziness and her most vocal complaint dealt with issues of personal phone calls while on the clock. Really?

This woman doesn't even deny her ineffectiveness and lack of productivity!

All I expect from my coworkers is that they do their jobs and fulfill the expectations and responsibilities of their position.  If you can do that simple task, then I am good with you.

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Actually, that is all for now. I may come back with a few more complaints later.

03 December 2014

1.160: The struggle is real

I'm going to try this again, but this time I'm going straight in and I'm not pulling punches.  First off, fuck the grand jury that permitted yet another police officer off the hook for killing another black man.  And second, fuck my white coworkers for being oblivious to their white privilege.  Look, I'll admit it: I'm Asian and as far as minorities in America goes, we're doing okay. But, that doesn't mean I'm getting a free pass on the race train.  I've been fortunate that the amount of ignorant, racist shit I've encountered in my life is minimal in comparison to my counterparts of black or Latino heritage, but it happens and for the most part; I brush off.

Now, some (myself included) will say that I'm whitewashed and that I'm a fake Asian, but fuck you! I may have primarily white friends and enjoy white activities, but that is more a product of the environment than the fact that I'm any less of a minority; I'm whitewashed not white.  Honestly, attempting to explain white privilege to individuals that received the majority of their news from FOX or sites like Drudge is similar to ramming one's head into a brick wall--the wall will remain standing, but you'll be left bloodied and mangled.  Earlier this evening, I sat as I listened to three of my white coworkers defend the excessive actions of these overzealous police officers.  In the Ferguson case, Michael Brown was a thug that was behaving like punk and that meant he deserved to be shot to death multiple times while the shooter didn't even deserve to stand trial.  In the case of Eric Garner, the police was right to utilize a banned maneuver in subduing a large black male for illegally selling cigarettes on a street corner.  In Cleveland, where a twelve year old black child was killed by a white police officer, the officer had to defend himself from a twelve year old with a realistic looking Airsoft gun.  And in the grand scheme of things, the reason for all of this is, according to my lazy ass, imbecile departmental coworker, rap music and the fact that it perpetuates violence (-.-*). OMFG!

Honestly, I want to say I like my coworkers, but moments like this really aggravate for a couple of reasons: (1) because they're oblivious idiots and (2) I'm the fucking tool that let's shit like this be spoken because I'm to slow-witted to appropriately retort at the moment.  So there, some this anger is about me, but a lot more of it is about how ignorant and simple-minded certain white people are in regards to race relations.  As the viral hashtag goes: #BlackLivesMatter despite what grand juries, the media and my coworkers want to believe.

My god I hope this makes some sense because this off the cuff writing style is the sort of shit I try so hard to avoid because of my undiagnosed OCD.

02 December 2014

1.159

I'm good for nothing!  I can't even rant effectively.  I've just spent the past two hours drafting a rant about my coworkers and the ineptitude of the library system's administrators and it's come to nothing because I can't get my shit together and now I've run out steam.

I sincerely believe I'm getting dumber or I may have never been as smart as I think I am.

01 December 2014

1.158

I hate drafting posts.

Actually, I’m indifferent about the actual drafting process—it is my obsessive compulsiveness that tends to cause many of the issues I have with drafting and publishing updates.  For reasons beyond my understanding, I often find myself in positions in which I will scrap an entire update simply because the text appears unsymmetrical.  Personally, it is not about the words and what is being said; it is about how it appears.


I wish I could get over this issue, but it is difficult.

23 November 2014

1.150: A Hero for Dannie

I attended my second Atlanta Comic Convention (ACC) today and despite the wet and dreary weather, I enjoyed myself and I believe my coworkers enjoyed the event too.  I never have much of a budget for these types of events and I never have any plan for buying (unlike fellow attendees that come prepared with notebooks of missing single issues), but I did manage to purchase the first volume of The Movement.  To be honest, I'm not too familiar with the series beyond the fact that Gail Simone wrote it until it was cancelled, but I really didn't purchase the item because of I was interested in the plot.  Instead, I purchased it because it features a character named Katharsis (A/K/A Kulap Vilaysack), a winged character with exceptional strength and sword skills, who happens to be of Lao origin--making her (as for as I'm aware) the first Lao American superhero (or villain--her first appearance was as an antagonist in Batgirl) featured in a major comic series.

Personally, I think this is rather cool considering the only other Lao characters of any sort of renown in mainstream media are the Souphanosinphone family from King of the Hill.  Of course, Katharsis may never reach the same level of notoriety as Khan and Khan Jr., but it is remarkable that the media is beginning to recognize individuals from the small landlocked country in Southeast Asia.  And another cool thing about Katharsis is that she could serve as a character in which young Lao girls, like my two year old cousin Dannie, can look towards and say:  "She's Lao like me!"  I guess it's my hope that I can use Katharsis as means to inspire my little cousin that she be more because, believe me when I say this, she has a lot going against her.

Anyway, aside from the ACC, my coworkers and I stopped by Titan Comics in Gwinnett where I actually ending up spending more money there than at the ACC because that's what happens when one has sporadic relationship with comics throughout much of his life and has just now discovered that he may want to take this hobby a bit more seriously.  Also, it's what happens when one focuses primarily on newer titles and volumes of a series.

Regardless, today was good and I do look forward to the next ACC and my next visit to my local comic book shop.

20 November 2014

1.147

Psychologically, I am in a bad place.  I would not say that I am depressed, but I am certainly not happy.  I want to say that this feeling is the result of the malaise I feel about my job, but I am almost certain that this is not the case.  In fact, I would say this feeling of discontent stems from the possibility of another coworker stealing attention away from me (i.e., I may be jealous).  Then again, my emotional state may be the result of my unwillingness to improve my own situation despite knowing it is necessary.

Regardless of the reason, I understand that there is something that needs to be changed if I am going to be able maintain my sanity.

19 November 2014

1.146

I struggle to identify new topics to discuss and when I am unable to generate a topic, I am less incline to post.

So, I have decided to use a random topic generator to assist me in selecting topics of discussions for John Past 30.

Topic 1:  Chinese art and culture

I am unfamiliar with Chinese art and culture, but that does not mean I am not interested in knowing more about the topic.  Of course, being of Southeast Asian decent could mean that many of my daily rituals may already run similar to the culture of certain parts of China.  I suppose there is much more that could be stated in regards to this topic, but attempting to do so with such limited knowledge seems counterproductive.

Topic 2:  Learning to play keyboard

I have always wanted to learn to play a musical instrument and there was even a moment when I tried to learn to play the piano, but that phase has since come and gone.  In truth, my lack of interest in learning to play the keyboard stems from the instrument's lack of mobility; I would much prefer to learn how to play the ukulele.

I believe I will call it day on this possible new feature to JP30. Perhaps, next time, I will not approach this so half-assed.

18 November 2014

1.145: Shite Movie Review #4


I really want to take a nostalgic trip down memory lane, but for the sake of brevity and directness, I will say the following:

YES! Dumb and Dumber To is worth the ticket if you, like myself, grew up with the original film.

To be frank, I believe this film is worth the price of admission if you can lower your comedic taste down a notch.

I want to say more, but it is 10 PM and for some reason, I am struggling to stay awake.  But, go and watch the film, especially, if you were a 90s child.

11 November 2014

1.138: Shite Movie Review #3

NOTE:  I can't believe how long it's been since my last "#ShiteMovieReview" (#SMR), but the past few months have seen "the films I want to see" cupboard run bare.  Fortunately, the Fall/Holiday movie season is here and I'm hoping to have more #SMR in the works over the next few weeks as there are a number of movies I plan on seeing.  Anyways, let's go!

Interstellar

I think I liked Interstellar though I'm not quite certain why I like the film.  Of course, the actual question to be answered here is:  Was it worth it?  To be frank, I'd say YES.  For starters, the movie runs 2 hours, 49 minutes--if that isn't bang for your buck, then I don't know what is.  Second, I did appreciate the underlying messages of the film:  stop rejecting science, fund space exploration and invest in face masks.

My primary objection to Interstellar was its resolution--it felt rushed (or as rushed as a nearly three hour feature permits) and it was a bit of stretch even for its genre.  Aside from the awkward resolution and lingering conclusion, I still enjoyed the film (I think) or that is at least what I have been telling my coworkers when they ask me.

05 November 2014

Year 1, Day 132

Tonight was disappointing.  From a political standpoint, it seemed inevitable.  At best, Democrats could delay the Republican onslaught until January.  From a personal standpoint, tonight’s results do not represent a step forward for Democrats in this increasingly backwards state.

At the top of the ticket, the Democratic Party of Georgia put forth two of its best:  Michelle Nunn, the daughter of former Senator Sam Nunn and the former head of one of the largest non-profit organizations in this country, and Jason Carter, the grandson of former President Jimmy Carter and a bright and rising star within the Democratic Party at multiple levels.  And both lost, most likely by double-digit figures, to two individuals with less than appealing character traits—one who is ethically-challenged and the other who is apathetic toward the plight of the lives he has crushed simply to turn a quick buck.

In my opinion, the results from tonight are a clear demonstration that regardless of the candidate or the grassroots organization; Georgia will remain a “red” state for the foreseeable future because its electorate is composed of ignorant bigots that hate the idea of a colored POTUS and continues to believe that a woman’s rightful place is in the home.

So, what happens now?  I don’t really know.  But, if I were in charge:
  1. Raise $94,400 (i.e. – the cost to qualify 236 “candidates” for legislative office—I think
  2. Identify courageous, thick-skinned and vocal individuals to serve as “candidates”
  3. Research every Republican incumbent and identify three character flaws to attack them on it, relentlessly

Some will say it’s a waste of money, but basically, my plan is fuck with Republicans—just annoy the fuck out of them.  It may not win any seats—it most likely won’t win any seats, but it would be hilarious and serve as a clear example that Democrats can get down and dirty in the Georgia red clay too.

01 November 2014

Year 1, Day 128

Earlier today, I saw a video posted onto Facebook that showed members of the local HS football team entering the field and then "voluntarily" participating in a group prayer.

First off, let me just say that none of those kids did that voluntarily--there may not have been an announcement or a visible adult telling them to go and pray upon entering the stadium--but these kids did not come up with this idea on their own.

Sports in the south is inundated with needless references to the Christian faith: from scripture used as inspirational quotes to taking a knee for an injured player.

These kids--these teenagers--had this idea (like most every other idea teenagers have) planted in their heads. Teenagers are impressionable and (while they will never admit it) easily persuaded by authority (by this I mean, their actions are always a response to an authority figure's action whether that be in adherence to in opposition to).

The second thing that irked me about this post was the comment made by the poster that made it sound as though these teenagers were some sort of saints for having the courage to take part in the prayer. WRONG! It doesn't take courage to follow a large group of people--it takes courage to do what's right. It would have been far more difficult for player to not have participated because of the amount of grief they would have received for it.

And on another point, these teenagers aren't saints or heroes--they're teens and unless we have become blinded by age and having our heads stuck so far up our on asses; we were teenagers once too. And I don't know about you, when I was a teen, all I was worried about were girls, fun and how awesome it would be to be out on my own--I was on the straight and boring path of teenage existence. But these jocks, after the games, they were about sex, drugs and parties not Bible study, prayer circles and living the word.

Basically, what I'm getting at is that these kids weren't being brave, they were being hypocrites and these parents or adults that are trying to use them as some sort of message aren't spreading the word; they're willfully feigning ignorance of their own past.