Psychologically, I am in a bad place. I would not say that I am depressed, but I am certainly not happy. I want to say that this feeling is the result of the malaise I feel about my job, but I am almost certain that this is not the case. In fact, I would say this feeling of discontent stems from the possibility of another coworker stealing attention away from me (i.e., I may be jealous). Then again, my emotional state may be the result of my unwillingness to improve my own situation despite knowing it is necessary.
Regardless of the reason, I understand that there is something that needs to be changed if I am going to be able maintain my sanity.
